I wonder… what true strength is?
Is it to say sorry, or is it to continue to pretend that nothing is wrong? ♥

Even if I’ve watched the PV for “Vanilla” about 100 times, I still cannot get over how ridiculously fantastic-looking Gackt is in it. ♥
And it’s not even that, the beat is terribly catchy that I sing and dance to it after school every day (which could be disturbing, considering the lyrics).

Anyway, what I couldn’t understand all of today is that why he puts on makeup so that Hitsugi (from Nightmare) looks like this:

(Which isn’t bad-looking, really, I think he looks amazing)
But he looks like this (without makeup):

Just… ?!

Dear you,

You don’t love me in the same you loved her. Or maybe, you still love her. 我不知道。

Sometimes, 我怀疑你是不是真的喜欢我, I wonder if you’re just saying these pretty words to me so that you can feel better, and at the same time, not hurt me. But no matter what, 你不爱我的。

有可能你觉得我太小; so you tell me the same thing my ex-boyfriend told me.
“There’s too big of an age difference,” both of you said, 但是我常常都是相信love has no age limit, or that love can conquer all. Whichever one you like best.
Or maybe it’s different for guys, and age does really matter.

从二零零六(TIS) graduation到现在, 我只是喜欢你。 我从来没有喜欢过其他的男孩。 Of course there are people that I see and think: “哇, 他好handsome”, but I never really loved people the same way I like you.

To be honest, I don’t even know if I like you that much anymore.

那天, 你对我说了一个 “I love you” and 那个晚上我笑的睡着。
But it was more of a “thank you”, I think, and I wanted to call you and ask you: “Did you mean it?”
我回答 with an “I love you too” and I really meant it.

我知道我不是一定要等你的, but that I made the choice anyway so I can’t say something like “You made me wait and now I can’t date anyone else”, 应为我知道我是自己想等你的. I’m not blaming you, but it takes me a lot of strength not to.

I’m not angry or sad, I am only telling you what is in my heart.

应为我是爱你的。

你的…

小烏鴉

Sorry… I’ll stop with the cryptic posts soon. ^ω^;;